We can’t become too busy for God. We just can’t.
The second
we become too busy for Him is the second we lose ourselves. Who we are, our
being, our self-worth, rests in Him. Once we lose sight of that, we might as
well just stop. Life without Him is rough and quite frankly, pointless. We
can’t forget that. Life gets busy, I get that and i fully am living that right
now. Balancing work, my friends, my family, my sorority, and my job is hell. It
is one of the hardest things to do; knowing who should be first on your “spend
time with” list and prioritizing whether or not to study for greek mythology or
to go out…but honestly when life gets rough and life gets busy we need to
remember why we are here. And more importantly who put us here. God put us here
and He loves us so much. It’s cliché to say that, but it is so true. He was
crucified to set us free, and we can’t even find a moment to talk to Him
throughout the day. Not in any way that we should feel obligated, as if we owe
Him, but we come to Him because we’re grateful and amazed and in awe of His
holy being. To think of everything He has done for us, and all of the little
individual blessings He puts in EVERYBODY’S life, it simply amazes me. That
right there is 100%, real, unconditional, never-ending love. Think about it,
all of those little things throughout the day that make you smile, or that make
your day suck less…yeah, God knew that and He put it there.
So much of the time we simply give credit of those little things to chance.
Chance did not put that there, God did. He knows us so well! He knows what
makes us laugh and what makes us cry. He knows even the smallest thing and the
simplest of thoughts that we’re thinking. When you think about it, it’s romantic.
He goes out of the way to see us smile. He does little things throughout our
day to make us happy. Some people may think they have a terrible life; they
have no money, have to work what seems like 24/7 to make ends meet and even
then it’s not enough. And I know through the hard times it seems impossible to
see God or feel Him near or even sense that He cares. But i tell you, HE DOES.
Don’t ever give up, don’t ever lose sight of Him, because He is there for us
24/7, 365 days per year. Having a relationship with God, just like any other relationship,
is not a one-way street. Both sides have to work at it. He does all of these
things for us, and in return we need to yearn for Him and grow closer to Him
and make the effort. We cannot expect our relationship with Christ to simply
just happen and be perfect. God gets it, we are NOT perfect. In fact we aren’t
even close. We mess up, we go down the ‘wrong path,’ we say things we
shouldn’t, think things we shouldn’t, look at things we shouldn’t, etc. But God
gets it!
That’s the great thing of God is that He gets us! He knows that we
will be tempted and that we will give in, but He still loves us. In all of our
failures and all of our mistakes and every single one of our dark moments, He
loves us. It’s as simple as that. He will never stop loving us and He will
never stop wanting us. So when you’re alone, in that dark moment, remember
this: you are not alone. No matter how depressed or angry you are, He is there
waiting patiently for you to come to Him. With all this said, Christ’s love and
mercy that is given to us, yes given. Just
because He gives us this love and mercy does not mean that we can just go
around doing wrong things and then come and ask forgiveness only to repeat the
cycle. His mercy is not a loophole, it’s a way out. A way out of the sinful
life that we live, the sinful life that is so tempting and beautiful, but it’s
deceiving!
Living with Christ as the center of your life is the only way life
will ever make sense. And that’s just how it is.
